I’ve given up to much….

I feel like this blog is just my past of me giving up over and over I want to start fresh and actually do it.

I’m ashamed of myself for giving up so much and over and over but that is who I am clean start from now not tomorrow not next week not the start of next month NOW

my new tumblr is

www.girlcalledlucy.tumblr.com 

What is your work out song/songs?

I’m looking to make a play list for when I’m working out and would like some new music to motivate me any help?

I’m sick of it!

I’m sick of looking at skinny girls wishing that it was me wishing I could one day look like them, I’m not going to. I look at these girls and today it clicked they’ve more than likely always been that skinny me? I’m never going to be like that it’s going to be harder a lot harder but I can tell you one thing, I’ll be more proud of my body than I am right now. 

No more looking at girls and wishing I was them
I’m going to be better 

Update

Hey guys&girls, 

So it’s been a while, I had a problem with my laptop which took a while to sort out and I’m be honest I’ve kinda been having some personal stuff go down and the whole weight loss thing has gone to shit I’m sick of giving up on myself and others giving up on me. 

Please if anyone wants to be friends with this whole thing please feel to send me a message I really need the help and support :/

 I’ve more than likely put a lot of weight on I’m going to look into getting some scales for home use and then start to weigh myself every week if I can I’m going to push myself into doing this I’m going to start going to the gym and I’m going to start doing things and lose this fat I’m still wanting to lose the 100lbs I said I would before March 14th 

Come on Panda! You can do this!

A bit of motivation for myself